Thursday, May 30, 2013

Off, Off, and Away


Off into the great wide unknown.

The chapter of my life known as High School is rapidly coming to an end. I have 5 academic days, and 13 days until I graduate and go of into ‘the real world’. Or, as I like to think of it, the great wide unknown.

But more than starting a new chapter of my life I’m also walking into a new time in my life. I’m entering a time in my life that has the potential to be beautiful and magical in ways I may not ever imagine until I’m in the midst of them.

If I could give any bit of advice I would tell you to go.
To branch out
To see the world
To discover
To dream
To make those dreams come true
I would tell you to be bold
To jump out of the boat and into the water
I would tell you to run and never stop
To leave and not look back

Because this is the time, the only time, in your life when you can do just that.
You can go.
You have the ability to do whatever you want to do,
to be whoever you want to be.
Go where ever the wind blows you,
fly by the seat of your pants.
Don’t take this time for granted, and don’t say ‘Oh, I’ll do that later in life’ because honestly, you won’t. “Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines, sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” (– Mark Twain)
Don’t look back on this time and wish you had done something differently with it. No one regrets that chances they did take as much as the ones they didn’t.
So take the chance.

The young do not know enough to be prudent, and therefore they attempt the impossible - and achieve it, generation after generation.
-Pearl Buck

Thursday, May 2, 2013

Drained.


Drained.
Emotionally. Physically. Mentally.
These past two days have left me absolutely nothing left to give.
My school put on a simulation of ‘Every 15 Minutes’ where we simulated a fatal drunk driving incident after prom. The driver was ‘arrested’, 2 ‘died’ one on scene and one off, and others were injured.
We also pulled 20 students from class that were to be representative of the Junior and Senior classes. The point was to literally scare kids out of drinking and driving.
We also held a ‘funeral’ for the students. And after they were reunited with their families, friends, and really everyone that wasn’t one of them or part of ASB.
My role. Occupy, the ‘living dead’ from 3pm to 7am.
As draining as this was, it was beautiful. It was beautiful to see 20 kids who hardly know each other (some didn’t know each others names) come together and build relationship’s with each other.

Yes. It was hard. Yes, we all cried. Yes, it was absolutely exhausting. Yes, I had multiple emotional melt downs. Yes, the words “I can’t deal” came out of me countless times.

But honestly, I would go back to school right now and do it all over again.
Because I believe in hat we did.
It blows my mind the ripple effect of drunk driving and the toll it can take on someone’s life. And, if all this did was help save just one life, or prevent one kid from doing something stupid, then its all worth it.